Day 33 - WinXP!!

Finally! Spent all day formatting the two computers and uploading programs. I also tried my hand at networking but I have no idea what i was doing! I will upload my pictures tomorrow. Dot came into work today. I mentioned to her that I couldn't buy any pizza pops cuz they were sold out so she bought them for me! Did I mention that I love this girl?!

I called Phil tonite. He seems to have a lot on his mind. I pray that God will give him some direction. His heart lies w/ God but he has all this attachment to his family and friends. I was always afraid of abandoning him so I stayed but I think in a way, I still left him all alone. If I was given his opportunity to leave, I would. I really would.

Also talked to dad tonight. He said he can't change my flight home cuz it was a packaged deal. If I really awnt to leave on the 23rd, I would have to go to the airport on that day and be on stand-by. which is dumb cuz if there are no empty seats then i would have to lug my bags back and forth each day to check for empty seats. I should just leave on the 31st like I originally planned. I just wanted time to rest before school starts. I feel like every year, I'm rushed right into school with no break so that I start the school year off still all strung up, filled w/ anxiety. At least I don't have to worry about moving back into wycik this year. Atho, now I feel like I should be there cuz Phil said Michelle is coming to Toronto for school and living at wycik. I feel like I need to be there for her, keep an eye on her. I wonder if she has any friends in Toronto? It would be so lonely for her, unless she has great roommates like Jenn and Nicole. She has changed so much. I know all she'll do is go drinking and clubing. I pray she'll find good company so she won't fall deeper into the hole she's dug for herself.

hey, maybe I'll go to vancouver before I go home. I've always wanted to visit there! yeah, I think I'll do that! I'll ask mom to ask Uncle Dick if I can stay w/ them. Since I told Steve that I'll only be in Calgary till the 23rd, I can leave my stuff here, go to vancouver for a week or so and then come back to Calgary on the 29th or 30th to catch my flight home on the 31st!